Hope Ur Okay

Today a song came on my Spotify called “ hope ur okay” by Olivia Rodrigo. This is something that has been on my mind a lot the last couple days, and it’s people from my past. People that have hurt me. People that have left my life. People that I have just lost touch with. People I have dropped from my life because they were toxic and draining to me. People I should probably hate with all that I am... but I don’t.. cause that’s just not me. And it made me think, I don’t wish ILL to them. I wish them all the best in the world. My thing in life is making sure everyone is happy even if that means sacrificing my own happiness ( which I know isn’t healthy and I’m gonna work on that) The biggest thing that’s been on my mind is the people from my past that I have hurt, wether that be intentionally or unintentionally... and to all those people... I’m so sorry. I’m sorry if I was ever a bully, or toxic, or manipulative or blew you off a lot, or didn’t ever listen to you enough. Because I know what that feels like now... having someone that you get so close to.... who you think is one of your best friends... tag you in something on Facebook... just to hurt you. Because somewhere along the road you hurt them.... but they never told you. To that person I’m sorry. And I know I don’t need to be. I know I could hold grudges to those who hurt me, or hold on to the fact that I hurt others with my actions. But honestly, it doesn’t matter if people like you. It doesn’t matter how many likes you get on Instagram or TikTok... what matters is who you surround yourself with. That you say your sorry when you have wronged people. And let other apologize to you if they have wronged you. Don’t hold grudges. Don’t get revenge. Life is hard enough without those things. Be kind to one other. So again, to those who are no longer in my life... for good or for bad... in the end, I hope you are happy, I hope you are healthy, and I hope ur okay 💕